I am quite blessed.

This past year, from my mother's death in December to this very day, has been the most confusing and challenging of my life. I have lost some of the dearest people to my heart - to illness, to old age, to lies and emotional complications. Despite this dereliction by departed loved ones, I do not feel alone. For the first time in quite a while (possibly in my entire life) I feel truly and completely loved. I've always had that background awareness that "I am loved," but this is more than just a consciousness. I now verily believe and appreciate that there are people out there that love me for who I am, who I am not, and who I want to be. Throughout my recent hardships, particularly my most recent obstacle, I have been shown an outpouring of support that has moved my heart. I am so thankful for the amazing people in my life and for the dear friends who have helped me weather this storm. From letters, to hugs, to late night conversations, I thank you for your compassion and good will. As I prepare for graduate school and an exciting (albeit intimidating!) new phase of life, your love has given me the confidence boost I so desperately needed. In short: you rock.